So, my drinking life seems to go in waves. I can go through a wave where I don’t drink on my lunch break, then it seems the week after, it happens. I don’t get drunk on my lunch, it’s 1-2 drinks, but then going back to work puts me in a bad mood. Since I’ve already started drinking, I don’t want to stop. I also feel as though at times, that I have this whole drinking thing under control. For example, I was sick a few weeks ago, like flu sick. I didn’t drink Monday-Thursday. Was it on my mind? Absolutely! By Friday, I didn’t drink until my son went to bed at 7pm. And then I had 2 half glasses of wine and went to bed. Saturday, same thing, I waited for my son to go to bed at 7pm, and then had a couple glasses of wine, and was in bed by 10. To say that I didn’t have the urge to drink starting around noon, would be a complete lie, but I powered through it. On Sunday, I didn’t have a drink until 6pm, then had a glass of wine in the bathtub and went to bed .. awesome, I’m getting my drinki...